>Dear diary, Cynthia-chan here! >Have you been behaving yourself diary? I sure have, even Leia says so! >I know I say this a lot, but you'll never guess what happened now! >Leia found out I had a boyfriend (you didn't tell her, did you? Just kidding, I know you wouldn't do that, I love you diary), and said she wanted to meet him right away! >At first I was worried, because sometimes Leia can be mean, but it turns out she really likes Joseph! >Leia even said it would be okay for him to come over to play at our house from now on! >The other day Joseph came over to play, and Leia said she wanted to join in too! I was so happy! >She even said we would play hide-and-seek, and she hasn't played that with me in years! (probably because I'm such a good hider) >Since I'm such a good hider, Leia said Joseph and her would both look for me while I got to hide (which is the best part of course!) >I picked such a good spot that I think Leia was trying to scare me out of it; she kept on making these moaning noises like a ghost, but kind of high-pitched, so it wasn't really scary. >She also must have split up from Joseph to search for me, because she kept yelling out "I'm coming, I'm coming", and she said it an awful lot. >After a few hours of hiding (and a few mahjong manga later), Leia and Joseph finally found me under my bed! >They obviously looked really hard, because they looked all sweaty and out of breath, and Leia was really red in the face, but she wasn't mad at all! >We all had such a fun time, Leia and Joseph said we could play like this all the time, and I could always be the hider if I wanted! >I have such a good boyfriend and friend, my life is just perfect! >That's all for today diary, I'll tell you all about the next game we play! I love you! >P.S. Joseph does like mahjong; he bought a mahjong set just for me to play at his house! He's the best boyfriend ever!

>Dear diary, Cynthia-chan here! >Things are still going great with my boyfriend and friend; Joseph comes over all the time after work, and we're always playing hide-and-seek (with me being the best hider I can be!) >One time, I even hid under Leia's bed, and they couldn't even find me even though they were in the same room! >I don't know if they really know how to play though, because they seemed to just be throwing clothes on the floor and stayed on the bed looking for me, and Leia kept shouting again (but she kept saying how good it felt, so they must be playing right, right?) >Joseph told me he wants to play some different kind of games with me soon, adult kind of games (probably because of how grown up I am now!) >He says these are the kinds of games that Leia can't know about though, because these are special boyfriend and girlfriend games! >I'm not exactly sure what these games are gonna be about, but one time when I was playing mahjong at Joseph's house, some boys I knew came over (Ju and Musa), and Joseph was talking to them about money (saying how much something was gonna cost) >Ju and Musa seemed surprised, but Joseph insisted it was gonna be worth it for something he called "virgin pussy". >They left, but promised Joseph they'd get the money for it in a week, and when I asked Joseph about it he said they would be playing a game with me soon too. >But how can they play the boyfriend girlfriend game? Only Joseph is my boyfriend! >Oh well, Joseph says it will be a lot of fun, so I'm sure it will be! I can't wait! >But don't worry diary, I'll tell you all about it! >I love you I love you diary! >P.S. I'm so glad to have a boyfriend like Joseph! He gets me any kind of mahjong game I want! I love him so much, he's the best boyfriend ever!

>Dear diary, Cynthia here >I don't want to sound like a baby, but I don't really like the grown-up game Joseph wants to play. >The worst part is Joseph didn't play with me at all. >I went to the cafe to play this new game, and I was so excited! But when I got there, Ju and Musa were there too, and they gave Joseph a lot of money (more than I've ever had with my allowance, and least a million times that much!) >After Joseph counted out all the money, he said my part in the game was to do whatever the boys wanted! No matter what, I had to obey them. >I asked if it was like "Simon says", and Joseph said sort of, but a more grown up version. >After that Joseph left saying he was going to go spend the night with Kaguyahime (part of the game maybe?), and so the boys took me upstairs. >We all sat down on the bed together, with the boys on either side (really close to me, which kind of made me uncomfortable). >They kept asking me weird questions, things like if I touch myself or what my sizes were. I didn't really know what they meant, but I didn't want to lose the game, so I asked they could teach me the rules. >I don't think I was supposed to say that though, because it really got worse from there. >They started taking my clothes off and trying to lick me and put their hands on me, and I told them I didn't really like it. >I really think I wasn't supposed to say that, because it really got worse from there. >After a few minutes, we were all naked and they kept grabbing me and putting their fingers in my no-no spot. I told them my mommy said I was never supposed to let boys touch me there until I was married, but then Ju just kept laughing, saying "your mom's dead, your mom's dead." >It really got worse from there, because when I tried to cover my ears, they opened up my legs and... >Diary, I really didn't like the grown-up game, even it it means I'm still a kid. >P.S. I just wanted to play mahjong with my boyfriend...

>Dear diary, I just want it to stop. >I don't know what I did wrong; usually when Leia hit me it was because I dropped something or spilled something, but these boys I don't even know keep touching me and hurting me. >Joseph says this was what adults do and what adults played, so I told him I didn't want to play the grown-up game anymore. >I guess it was bad of me to say that, because then Joseph hit me just like Leia does when she gets mad. >Joseph said I was useless and Leia thought so too, and the only way I could help the Mahjong Soul Shrine was to play this game so he could make money. >I told him I would play it, just so he would stop hitting me, but now these boys are hurting me worse than Joseph did. >At first they only put their thingies inside my no-no spot, but now they put their things inside my bottom and mouth too. It really hurts... >It started with just a couple a night, but now it seems like Joseph has boys coming to play with me all night, dozens of them. Some of them don't even go to our mahjong games! >I can't stay awake in the shrine anymore because I'm up all night playing the game, but if I don't do a good job Joseph will get mad and hit me. >I thought about telling Leia, but then I remembered how much she likes Joseph and how she gets made and hits me too, so I don't know who to talk to! >I just want it all to end... >P.S. I haven't played mahjong in weeks...

>Dear diary, Cynthia-chan here. >I think I really messed up, but I'm not sure how I did it. >Every night before we play the game, Joseph gives me this weird blue vitamin, saying it would help me win. >I thought that I could get out of the game if I lost, so I stopped taking the vitamin, and soon after my belly started hurting a lot, and I didn't get any no-no blood like I usually do in the month. >Joseph said it was because I was a careless whore and got pregnant (which would mean I would become a mommy, right?) >Instead of playing the game one night, he took me to his doctor friend, Kisaragi. >I couldn't hear exactly what she said to Joseph, but she did say something like "Because it's you, I'll do it for a discount". >Afterwards they took me into a room and sat me in a weird chair, and the lady doctor did something to my no-no spot (and it still hurts to sit now!) >When I was sleeping in the recovery room, I heard Joseph talk with the doctor saying he was going to lose money on this now, but the doctor said she had some friends who would be willing to pay more than adepts for a chance to play with me. >I don't really know what happened, but when Joseph took me home, he seemed really happy that night! >Maybe I wouldn't have to play the grown-up game any more! >I just have to keep doing my best and I'm sure my boyfriend Joseph will be happy with me, and then maybe we can get married! >P.S. I wonder if I would have made a good mommy? I bet Nodoka Haramura would be a good mommy too!

>Dear diary... >I know I'm not supposed to say things like this, but I think it would be better if I was dead. >Joseph won't let me go the shrine anymore; now he just has me play the grown-up game all day. >I could understand playing the grown-up game with boys my own age (even if I didn't like it), but now I have to play with gross old men! >Most of the time I don't even know where I'm playing at, Joseph just pushes me into a taxi and I end up in front of some strange building (I think they're called love hotels, but they're always different) >I make sure to always have my vitamin now; I don't want to make Joseph any more mad. >I finally told Leia about the grown up game Joseph has me play, but she wouldn't listen; she just hit me, saying I shouldn't talk bad about Joseph like that. >Leia said I was lucky I had anyone who cared about me; she said I was useless and didn't deserve any love. >I cried all night after the fight with Leia, which was a big mistake because the old men playing the game seemed to really like it, so they kept trying to make me cry more and more. >My body hurts, I'm tired all the time, I don't get to sleep much but when I do, I wish I wouldn't wake up... >P.S. I wish I could fold away fast like Saki...

Autopsy Report Asaha High School: Autopsy performed by; >Ayane Kisaragi; Coroner's Case #: >20xx-420 Name of Victim; >Cynthia Date of Birth: >11/7/XXXX Age: >24 Race; >Asian Sex; >Female Date of Death; >4/20/20XX Body identified by; >Leia External Examination: >Cynthia, 24 year old sex worker, diagnosed with autism, body found at One Han City by Shrine priestess. Cynthia had apparently been part of a dangerous sex ring that had been catering to a particularly dangerous fetish crowd and was accidentally murdered during violent fetish play. Cynthia's body was covered in various bruises, burns and cuts dating from days to weeks old, suggesting this had been regularly going on for some time. Cynthia's most recent wounds suggested rather severe internal abuse within the vagina with various unknown objects, however broken glass was found inside Cynthia's vaginal canal. Cause of death most likely a very violent suffocation with a possible hanging due to the indication of fresh rope burns about the neck. Reports submitted to police. >Additional note by physician Kisaragi; due to the influx of sex worker deaths in recent years, this case will more than likely be lost among the rest, and this young girl will simply be forgotten as another young tragedy. >Addendum; victim was found with the head of a small mahjong tile wrapped tightly within her fist, more than likely a token of comfort for her during these terrible ordeals.

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>Dear Diary, >All of this was an elaborate ruse, a joke, a prank, if you will. >Did you fall for it? Don't tell me you seriously fell for it, haha!